living wild awake

But...where, exactly?

By starting at the end. Our own death.

When I was diagnosed with kidney cancer in 2003, it shook the foundations of my world.

It also helped me awaken to the deepest work that had to be done.

Don't wait for the Big C to catch up to you before you benefit from the gifts of living fully aware of our impermanence. Please let me have done that for you!

I've learned that few things keep us more alive, present, and wild awake than developing an intimate relationship with our own impermanence, and that of all phenomena.

Another way of saying that is when we remember that we are all going to die and we don't know when, we live a more full, aligned life.

Some people might believe that thinking about our own death leads to more depression, worry, or superstitiously believe that if we think about death, it's more likely to happen.

What I've observed in decades of guiding inner and our journeys is that it's the opposite.

When we remember how precious and fleeting this life is, our moments and actions are more filled with life and joy.

This experience will take you to challenging places, but in the same way all adventures do, it will have you coming out the other end feeling more whole and alive than ever.

It will be filled with the practical, the mystical, and the spiritual about our own death, and therefore life.

It will leave you with fewer regrets as a result.

There will also be an optional in-person retreat in Hawai'i March 19-24, 2025 to further explore existential questions and anxieties with the support of entheogens (only participants who have fully completed the program may participate in the in-person retreat, as all components are foundational for the experience).

It's well-known that certain types of altered state experiences can achieve the insight that would require years of personal growth work otherwise. This rapid path can be potent - and it's also not for everyone. This is why we require an application and an interview. Your safety is our priority.

In the No Regrets experience, you'll actively create an aligned life through doing the mind expansion and soul work that most people avoid until something shakes the foundations of their lives (cancer, a serious accident, losing a loved one... basically, the Universe smacking us awake).

Let's not wait for that.

This all happens with a group of self-identified womyn that are intrepid explorers - just like you.  Take a deep dive into what it means to live a life of meaning + integrity with no regrets.

More details to come in the next few weeks. In the meantime, get on the waitlist and be the first to know.